.Monday, April 20, 2009 Y
Maybe.. I hope.. I dunno..
PW groupings came out today. Greatest fear came true and not the ideal group that i want. Not in a very good mood now. But i guess i have to accept the fact and perhaps change my mindset. Maybe this is his will that i have to learn how to accept things that i dun like. I did pray for his guidance if that person was in my group. I choose to believe him that he will lead me through. Actually, I'm not exactly very disappointed because i had the feeling that that person will be in my group. I'm just hoping that its all not true. All my life, I always have to work with people i dun really like. I dunno why but it seems its all fate. I guess i shouldn't be too bothered about it and just concentrate with what i have to do. Maybe it might not be as bad as i thought it will be. Can't get everything that i want in life so just accept and take things as it goes. Somehow i find myself alot different from last year. I guess i really changed alot after o levels. I feel that i'm alot more stronger emotionally and learning to accept things much faster compared to the past. Maybe working during the holidays did change me for the better. I've also become more patient and trying to be positive. The next thing i wanna learn is to be hard-hearted to certain things. Being too soft-hearted will kill me one day.
-There's a reason for everything i do... I wan my motivation..
waiting for you right here
7:56 PM
